one more step....

I feel like for the last few years, I've been telling myself, Just one More step.

One more thing, one more hoop. one more step.

If i look at it this way, then I don't hyperventilate over the HUGENESS that might be instore for me. My God knows how much of a worry wort I am. And I pretty sure He knows that if I take it one step at a time I'll get though.

If I turn around and look back, I am sooo amazed and what I have done so far!!! I took a huge step in starting a credential program that five years ago I would have baulked at the idea. I taught for a year which has trials of its own. I stayed up too late on weeknites finishing lesson plans and fell asleep at 8 on Friday nights. California changed the requirements and wouldn't allow me to return to teaching. I swallowed my humility and went BACK to subbing after a year of full time teaching. I studied my butt off for my Math CSETS. I PASSED. Student teaching... YIKES, In 2007, if God had given me a looking glass into all that was going to tackle, I think i would have fainted.

And so I just need one more step. I need to finish some more applications and get calling these districts until someone gives me a job.

I am filling out these teaching applications and I am sweating bullets all over them.

I don't know where I am supposed to go, and I don't know where I'll be two months from now. Will I be at my dream district? Will I be logging lots of miles on my civic to teach across town? Will I be subbing again, for another year? Will I be in a low performing school? Whatever, where ever it is, I need to keep in mind its exactly where I need to be. And lately I'm finding peace in that.

Did anyone see the front page of ETSY tonight?

.... I would say about 50% of you know what I'm talking about. And since my viewer-ship is about 16. (if that) Do the Math. 8.

So to the rest of those who are not addicted to Etsy, (YOU SHOULD BE!) Here is a little info:

On etsy, on the front page, the great minds that make ETSY amazing are busy picking awesome items and awesome treasury lists, and just plain awesomeness. My dream is to one day end up on the front page and have all my items sell out in ten minutes flat. BUT until that day I will settle for awesomeness by others.

Behold:

i love bacon.

Done and Dusted

After a few months of planning, talking, sending fabric samples, I am finished with an AWESOME custom clutch order!I have made custom orders before, but this is my first HUGE order, nine clutches all the same for a bride and her bridesmaids!!!!

I'll take you through my journey: first we were solid on the fabrics, i send her photos of the and choices where made, I even mailed her a

few, because its so hard to photograph satins and silks.

Then I start working. How was I to know that I was about a half a yard short of my green/damask fabric???

Not a prob ,I'm at Joanns at least once a week, i have a coupon, its a nice, designer fabric..... The first couple of times, when I am under no rush, i'm thinking - its not on the racks because someone has it to cut, or it hasn't been replaces from a busy JoAnns day....

Then about the third time I enlist some help, and realize ITS NOT IN STOCK!!!!! WHAT, on top of that, its not in the two or three west coast warehouses they search!!!!!

I am dead. Thank goodness I can still order it online. Apparently there is some super secret warehouse where they hide all the fabrics... so i use my 50% coupon, (AMEN)! I waited because I was sure Murphy's Law would rear its head and I'd get an email that tough cookies -

There is no more of this fabric on the face of the ear

th. But nope, it processesed and I got this fabric last monday!

Now I just feel bad. Because this was supposed to be finished at the end of June. Yikes. So i kick it into gear and I've been eating, breathing and dreaming in hot pink faux silk and chartreuse green, that its all I see!!!!! I did a rough calculation and I figure I pinned about 350 time during this project give of take about ten. And probably about 5% of those ended in injury.

I finally finished though, And I love them to death! I wish i could keep them but what would I do with eight hot pink bags?

Happy ETSY-versary !!!

Today marks the one year anniversary of becoming a seller on etsy! HURRAY!!!

I remember I was so excited that I listed two ribbon bookmarks, that were so cute and a few crocheted items.

I checked back a few hours later, and I had sold BOTH of my little bookmarks. "WOAH!!!!

I could make MILLIONS!" I thought to myself. "This etsy thing may just work." I listed a few more creations... and i promptly sold nothing else for 2 months straight. ha.

Things have been really picking up for me around christmas time, and bee focusing on branding my shop and perfecting my crafts. I've improved photos, hired a FANTASTIC graphic designer for my branding, and have really been working on promotions.

ps - LOVE my logo, if you need branding/logo work,

you have to get ahold of Kelly Mitchell! She's the best!!!

I have a long way to go, and though I haven't made millions - I'm sure that I'll keep creating things i love. I have been making enough to promise Tad that all supplies from here on out come from my paypal account. It has been this way since probably February, and i hope to keep it this way!

So this week to celebrate my ETSY-versary, I am offering Free shipping on all purchases over $10!!!!!!

YEEEEEEAH!!!!!!!!!!

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